I am QUITTING SMOKING on Oct. 1, 2009

I have been a smoker for 20 years I quit 2 times in the past 10 and both of them were when I wanted to get pregnant with my son who is going to be 9 in Oct. and then I started up again 16 months later after he was born. Then I quit in 2003 when I found out I was pregnant with my daughter. I quit for 4 years and decided I could smoke for one weekend while at a wedding and I haven't stopped since. Well my 2 friends and I are quitting together. I just cannot ever pick one up again!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

This really sucks!

I cannot believe I got myself to this point. I am craving a cigarette so bad right now it is the middle of the day and I am so frustrated I could rip someone's head off!!! all I want to do is get through the next couple days and I should be alright physically. It is mentally I am having the problem with. I am so annoyed right now I cannot stand it. I hate this I hate that I smoked and got myself so addicted to it that I need to have one to calm down!!! Gosh I gotta go!!
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